By Lori Smith
In between waking and sleeping early this morning, the
Christian song, “Yes, Jesus LovesMe” began to play in my mind:
Yes, Jesus Loves Me,
Yes, Jesus Loves Me,
Yes, Jesus Loves Me,
The Bible tells me so.
That chorus brought peace to my soul. My mind went back to
my childhood and visits with my elderly next-door neighbor, Mrs. Ella Fletcher.
Sometimes my brother and I would go over to her house, and visit for an hour or
two. I think our mother sent us over when she had to run an errand or something.
Maybe it was in the summer or on Saturdays. I remember enjoying these visits.
Mrs. Fletcher would invite us into her living room—I would call it a parlor—I
don’t remember what she called it, if anything, but as I remember, it was
decorated in a Victorian style.
I believe she had a sofa that we would sit on
opposite of her chair. She would tell us stories of her younger days. Having been born in the late 1800s, Mrs. Fletcher had seen many changes in
society during her lifetime. She would offer us treats, also. And she would
sing the song, “Yes, Jesus Loves Me,” and talk some about Jesus. I cannot
remember any of the other details, but I knew that she was a kindhearted
person. I have fond feelings for Mrs. Fletcher.
The idea of God was not discussed in my home. My parents and
grandparents on both sides did not attend a church or talk of God. Mrs.
Fletcher’s words and example, along with the influence of other school friends
and extended family, introduced me to Christianity. I began pondering on the
meaning of life and thought there must be more to life than just living and
dying and that’s the end of it. At the invitation of some childhood friends, I
started attending the Presbyterian church in town.
Although I was at times quite uncomfortable, often sitting
by myself among strangers in the congregational meeting and jumping when the
pastor raised his voice during his oratory, I wanted to absorb all I could.
When they passed the collection plate around, I would add a few coins when I
could. I looked forward to the Sunday school class where I could meet with
children my own age, and I had a kind and patient teacher, Mr. Carl Anderson.
We learned from the Bible, and I asked him many questions and pondered on the
things he said. We did some scripture memorization, too. I remember learning John 3:16: “For God so
loved the world, that He gave His Only Begotten Son, that whosever believeth in
Him shall not perish, but have everlasting life.”
I received a brand new Bible with a red cover. I don’t remember
if my parents bought it for me, or if I received it as a gift from Mr.
Anderson, or if everyone in our Sunday school class was given one, or what.
That Bible was a treasure to me: I remember it came in a gold-papered cardboard
box, and I kept it in the box to protect it when I wasn’t using it.
I could go on sharing several other experiences related to
my early Christian leanings, but I want to get back to the thoughts I had this
morning that relate this story to the “In His Name” project.
Some thoughts I had earlier this week while pondering the scriptures
come to mind when I think of the good Christian people, not of my church, but
yet who are—in significant measure—of my faith, who have helped me along
the path of discipleship. They helped prepare the way for me to embrace the fullness of the gospel when it was presented to me.
Earlier this week, I was listening to the Doctrine &
Covenants:
“Ask the Father in my name in faith, believing that you
shall receive, and you shall have the Holy Ghost, which manifesteth all things
which are expedient unto the children of men.
“And if you have not faith, hope, and charity, you can do
nothing.
“Contend against no church, save it be the church of the
devil.
“Take upon you the name of Christ, and speak the truth in
soberness.
“And as many as repent and are baptized in my name, which is
Jesus Christ, and endure to the end, the same shall be saved.
“Behold, Jesus Christ is the name which is given of the
Father, and there is none other name given whereby man can be saved;
“Wherefore, all men must take upon them the name which is
given of the Father, for in that name shall they be called at the last day”
(D&C 18:18-24).
I feel that my Christian acquaintances who are not
LDS have taken upon them His name as far as they are able at
this time, and although they haven’t received the full gospel and been baptized
with the proper authority, which is essential for their salvation eventually,
they have done amazing things with that which they have, and I can learn much
from their examples. I strive to have an open-minded view of the gospel,
although I have sometimes had a tendency to think narrower, which thinking might
be influenced by living in Utah for so long. But I can’t blame any skewed
thinking on others: I am responsible for rejecting cultural influences that do
not align themselves with what the Spirit testifies to me.
I have no doubt that Heavenly Father perfectly knows our
hearts, and since we do not perfectly know other people’s hearts, we may be surprised
to learn who among our acquaintance would be considered among the righteous and
who would not. I listened to another
scripture earlier this week that alludes to our potentially improper judgment
of others. It was related to Joseph Smith losing the 116 pages of translation
of the Book of Mormon. The Lord counseled Joseph to show the translation to no
one at that time: “you cannot always tell
the wicked from the righteous” (D&C 10: 37).
I believe my Christian acquaintances of other denominations—and
even those who do not affiliate with any denomination—who sincerely believe in
Christ and who try to be Christ-like will have reason to rejoice. Despite not
having a fullness of the gospel, they have had a measure of it, and they have lived good
lives and impacted others for good:
“Wherefore, whoso believeth in God might with surety hope
for a better world, yea, even a place at the right hand of God, which hope
cometh of faith, maketh an anchor to the souls of men, which would make them
sure and steadfast, always abounding in good works, being led to glorify God” (Ether
12:4).
I am grateful for all those who have acted “in His name” in
whatever capacity, who have shared their faith to influence me for good: “For I
say unto you that whatsoever is good cometh from God” (Alma 5:40). I have
learned a lot from them about being a Christian, and a feel a fellowship with
them, as my brothers and sisters who rejoice in the gospel of Jesus Christ.
Lori,
ReplyDeleteI, totally, agree with you that there are many among us who are striving to do what is right in their own knowledge of what their Redeemer expects of them. I had so many non-LDS friends in California and growing up who exhibited acting in His Name even more often than my LDS friends. I believe God is no respector of people and given the chance at His eternal ordinances, they will live with Him. I didn't know about Mrs. Fletcher. What a beautiful experience! And, who knows, but maybe she was preparing your heart to receive the Gospel later on.
Yes, I think Mrs. Fletcher was preparing me. I had forgotten about that song and her influence, and it was only after I woke up thinking of it that it dawned on me how she probably played a role in directing my thoughts toward God. Thank you for your comments, Cindy.
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